TraGiC LovE StorY

It's still raining outside. It's really difficult to predict when it will stop but the wind is so chilling and everything is so calm tonight. I could hear the birds from a distance away. I wonder if there are people on the street at this hour of time.

Last night I watched an old movie which was downloaded from the net. It was said to be one of the finest movies in time. But I have an otherwise thinking. I was really shocked of the tragic ending. It was a forbidden love kinda story. I love you and you love me but we can't get together. Everything had to be a secret affair.

I still remember when I was in high school, I used to write alot. I just had so many ideas purging from my mind into writings. And one day, during the school exam, I wrote a very tragic story. I didn't get high marks for that but it was recognized by my other peers and I really thought it was good.

So, now I understand. It all comes down to emotion. A tragic story is upsetting. Nobody expects or wishes for a tragic ending. A love fairy tale shall end with a happy ending. But hey, it's the tragic component of the story that really makes an impact to the audience, and at least it has a lesson to teach and a point to ponder about. Just like what Simon C says in A.idol, everyone is gonna remember you by that performance!

But again, I really couldn't sleep well last night, haha. I know it's just a movie, and yes, it's just a fiction. I have a friend who was involved in such kinda situation. And she almost went crazy coz there was just no solution to it and she was so attached to the relationship. It's so hard not to feel anything about it when you look at her at a friend's point of view.

Sometimes, we just don't wanna be lonely. It's just that circumstances force us to be. And then, we start looking at others and think, why me? Perhaps it will make us stronger, or perhaps it will make us weaker. The strong will survive and the weak will drift away from this cruel society.

So much so about love. I am not an expert and so I can't judge on that. Oh, I saw this funny lil hand washing thing near the tap. Oh yea, I am a hand-washer freak, haha. That's why I got these smooth hands, ehem, and it's not a compliment coz my skin is getting thinner, that's all. So, don't try this at home, hehe.

Okay, people say love is so much in the air, so you better get your share of breaths, ahaks, ahaks (choke). Ermm, it seems like the air is getting thinner here.

GIMME more LOVE, opps air pls..