Can I cry?

Gloomy Day (figuratively)

At times the heart just feels so heavy and the mood soon follows to plunge below the freezing point. It is hard. It is difficult. It is disappointing. But not everyone is the same. People are born with different fates. Some people just get lucky all the time while others having mishaps befallen them one after another. Thus, life is so unpredictable. Some work hard but not getting the results. Some laze around and get all the credits. There are so many comparisons that the more being mentioned, the longer the list will go on.

It was a wrong pick today to have started the marathon watching of Grey's anatomy. The preview of season5 was in fact very appealing. But it isn't the right movie if one was not in the right mood. This season definitely shows alot of relationships going on but what can be expected is mostly about disappointments and how lives could be so miserable. IT's so wrong. Not even an episode so far that won't bring you the tear of sadness or the feelings of tightness in the chest.

The fact is that we are living in a miserable life per se. If you are not one in this pack, count yourself lucky. Life is so tough. The more life demands from us, the more we demand from our lives. There will never we enough. Be it relationship, finance, career, friends, etc. It's all so stressful. Slowly the feelings of reality kick in. Thus I guess the best coping mechanism is being ignorant or denial. Some may not agree. But if you can't solve the issue, life has to go on anyways.

Even though the prayers are not answered today, I do believe HE has not turned a deaf ear. Perhaps there is a better plan ahead. Contentment is perhaps the best consolation. Thus, I am not gonna continue watching Grey's. Maybe something that could lighten up the mood a lil.

May YOUR blessing be with me.