Weather report

?Sunny Day

No, it wasn't a typo error. The reason I put on the question mark before the weather report mostly because I hardly had the time to walk out the office the whole day. The day started very challenging as people were seen flooding the office waiting even before my arrival. A sense of panic suddenly felt behind the spine. All in all, I had only 30mins for lunch break and rest before the work continued till 15 mins after the usual office hours. So, I really have no idea if it rained during the day.

I have no complaints, coz it feels so much better today compared the past few days. I feel less dependant on the previous sense of attachment. I am getting slowly settling at my routine pace. Though the weather seemed grey in the evening but it has not rained yet compared to last evening when our training was cancelled due to the 'on-time' raining from 5 till 7pm, right on the dot of our training hours, ceh....

As long as I feel better emotionally, I dun mind being a lil exhausted. Sometimes, exhaustion can divert your feelings or attention to some other more important stuff. Having said that, the long rest last evening was really a helpful one and I started to think if the exhaustion that contributed to the mixed feelings after camp. Okay, sounds abit paradoxical, whatever...as long as I feel better now, I dun care more, hehe...

I find many people especially my close friends are having depressive moments very frequently. Some really became so down that I couldn't really recognize them at all. Sounds scary. Is it infectious or is the environment today predispose us to a greater risk for depression? Hmm something to ponder about.

Time for beddie now. Training tomorrow evening and then another community event on the weekend. Need lotsa energy! Yay, keep it up, baby...